Wednesday, May 31, 2006
We forgot one.
Crap = cookie.
8:20 PM
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Okay okay. I shall now report our new cusswords. And I'll cuss this one last time. :]
Fuck = Frog
Shit = Shoe
Ass = Apple
Bitch = Beach-peach
Hell = Hacker
Now for sentences.
Oh frog, I fell.
Shoe! I forgot to do my homework.
What an apple. (Or if you want to be creative, apple hole works fine too.)
She is such a beach-peach.
Oh go to hackerrrrr.
:]
10:16 PM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
How long does feeling shi lian normally last? Because quite frankly, I'm getting tired of feeling shi lian. It's been what, two and a half weeks. And it doesn't even make SENSE because when you're shi lian, you're the one kicked to the curb.
I'm tired of the what-ifs I've been coming up with. I'm tired of having to sit myself down and convince myself with my girl-stop-it-with-the-what-if-thoughts-because-you-brought-this-upon-yourself-and-there's-no-going-back speeches.
I'm tired of a certain name popping up in my thoughts randomly. I'm at Kristyn's house and we're all drinking cherry Pepsi and I blurt out a "He likes to drink diet Pepsi." And then right after that comes outta my mouth, I get really annoyed because that must have been the 5th time I've mentioned him the whole night. At least. And then I have to sit myself down with a stop-thinking-about-him-it's-over speech.
And the funny thing is, I'm am so sure I'm over him. Over as in am I attracted to him anymore? No.
Do I miss the feeling of being with him? ..Maybe. But that's muy estupido because the feeling of being with him in that way was practically the same as being with him normally.
Maybe I need a friends-with-benefits person. But my benefits would be limited to little, simple things. Not overblown sex in my bedroom. Never ever will that be happening.
When I get older, I'm going to find myself a guy that I'm not attracted to and vice versa, but he'll be someone I can lay my head on his lap and not have it be interpreted into one of those "Oh my gosh I'm attracted to you" sorta things. And it has to be a guy. If it's a girl, it defeats the whole purpose of it. :]
And for those that read all the way down here, please don't be scared. Haha, I promise I'm still Jess. I'm just a Jess that needed to let her thoughts out and sort things out.
Now that that's done with, I'm almost done with reading my Biology SAT book. (:
And the one fact that I think I shall remember forever and ever is this: the ratio of hydrogens to oxygens in lipids has to be greater than 2:1. And don't ask me why I remember this; I don't even know. And it strikes me funny that I'm able to remember that when I can't remember which one's smaller, an atom or molecule. >__<
And I have made an oath to myself that I will watch whatever drama Zaizai is in. To think I almost missed out on the drama Silence just because the summary I read didn't interest me. Never again will that happen, I trust in Zaizai to star in uber nice dramas. xD
10:56 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
I'VE GOT IT I'VE GOT IT. For my Portfolio section (which I hate by the way. I tried deleting it in the template so many times and I can't get it.), I'll just post a picture of eyecandy and once in awhile change it. :]
Watch watch. One day I'll get a picture of me up there and that'll be your eyecandy for that day. Or week. Or I might just leave it up for a month so that your eyes will be glorified more. By me. xDD
I was joking.
6:43 PM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Recap of the last 33 minutes.
6.00 Frantically calling my mother, "Mom?! Aren't you supposed take me to tutor?"
She says, "Oh sorry! I lost track of the time (she was in West Covina). Just walk to your tutor then."
I go, "..."
And run to my tutor's house.
6.10 Arrive at tutor's house out of breath. Ginia buys me two Hot Cheeto bags. :] 3Q 3Q.
6.20Class starts, and I tell my tutor that Nessa couldn't go because she had to study. And then she says, "Oh really? Well does anyone else have tests to study for?" And everybody has a biology test tomorrow. So we all go, "Yeah.." And then she says, "Then I'll just cancel our class and you guys can go home and study. No really, it's okay! I don't mind."
6.30 Mother comes to pick us up.
6.33 We drive into our driveway, and I yell, "Ting! Tinggggg!". I scare the bejesus outta my mother. (: She slams the brakes. And then this really cute white Yorkshire terrier walks past the car. The dog was THIS close to getting run over by my unattentive mother, she being on the phone and not paying attention at ALL. I saved its life, MUAH HA! And the whole time, its owner was already walking down the hill. He didn't notice a thing. Shows what a great owner he is. >__<
But dudeeee. I ran allll the way over to my tutor only to have the class cancelled. T_T How..fun.
6:40 PM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
I ran out of potato salad.
8:09 PM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Asian dramas and potato salad. I'm gonna start a new fad that's gonna replace chick flicks and tubs of ice cream. :]
5:06 PM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
After "Stick It", I have newfound respect for gymnastics. >__< The arm muscles required to do all those stunts, damnnnn.
Oh, and after a long period of wheedling and begging and pestering, my dad raised my time limit to 5 hours. xDD
And I saw Jerron again at the mall. The only other person besides Nessa who'd probably know what I'm talking about is Ginia, but anyways. I swear the guy has no life. He's always at the mall, especially Tilt. By himself. But with his awesome, awesome glasses. I want them..
I was also determined to spend my Old Navys gift card that I got for my last birthday. I did. :]
8:37 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Takako Uehara.
I shall hate this woman for the rest of my life.
She's been in news recently for her alleged dating with Akanishi Jin. T_T *tears
7:37 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
My birthday's tomorrow.
My brother keeps on saying, "You're going to be verrry sleepy tomorrow!" And I ask him, "Why?" And he goes, "It's a secrett~~." >__<
If he set my alarm to go off at 6 tomorrow, I am going to set his alarm at 5 in the morning the next day. Matter of fact, I'm going to check my alarm right after this post.
And my dad set up some parent control thing on our computers, and I have a time limit of 2 hours on the 'net. And he USED UP 20 MINUTES of my timeeee. And he wouldn't give me the minutes back. Pfttttt.
And I'm restricted from sites with bad words. So if I go to my own blog perhaps, and I happened to use some bad word some time, I can't access it. FROG FROG FROG and SHOE SHOE SHOE. Those shall be my replacements, because I'm afraid to type in the 'f' word and the 's' word. Less it blocks me. And it's my own blog!
Last time it blocked me from my deviantart page. And my dad took it off because I told him it was acting stupid. But now he think's I'm on AIM or whatever too much, so back onto my computer it goes. And I can't even figure out his damn password, so I can't give myself more time. xD
I'm going to watch Full House now. I have to finish at least an episode today before the shoey and froggy parental control thing kicks me off the 'net. _ _#
AJA AJA! FIGHTING!
10:35 PM
Monday, May 01, 2006
Bah, we lost for the mix doubles thing. 2-6. Patheticcccc.
And we were winning in the beginning too, 2-1. And then they uh, just never lost another game again. xD
I was already really nervous in the beginning, and then that guy we played against, Ryan, he just kept hitting to me. Over and over, lob and lob. And I got even more nervous and messed up a lot.
The annoying thing is, all my serves went in (and they were nice ones too), but my shots were horrible. Usually it's the other way around..
And then nobody likes Calvin, so everybody was watching
our game and our game only. And they'd be like all "Yay! Go Allyson!" when Allyson or Ryan made a really good point, and then it's all silent when Calvin or I make a good point. And they'd shout, "Out, out!" when our balls went near the baseline. And so they counted them out. Anuj told us later that all the shots they called out were in. The audience isn't even supposed to call the shots! And Lopez was there and she didn't do anything. The cheaterssss.
Calvin didn't even say anything when we were playing this time. And those people watching made me more nervous. I know I can beat Allyson and Ryan, I know it I know it. But the fact that I didn't makes me mad. FROG.
I don't think I'd be cut out for a pro tennis player, xDD. My legs were shaking and my arms wouldn't stay still.
Oh WELLL. No use crying over spilt milk. Just pour yourself another glass. xD
Okay that was lame.
4:42 PM
Alrighttttt here we go. I'm The Jessica. 15, Asian-obssessed-chinese-girl, lameeee, clumsy, supposedly finds everything cute, loves loves loves green, sunflowers, tennis, uncolored hair, shopping, Zaizai, a certain snail of mine, beluga whales, my brother (sometimes), hates hates hates spiders and Da S, refuses to eat oranges with the peel not taken off, prefers to stay away from balloooons, hopes to grow taller, currently wants a yellow chick (the animal), has a phobia of things being wrapped around her neck (unless she herself did it) and how are you?
Lime green & tangerine.
And did you take your cough medicine today?
If you did, pat yourself on the back and watch me go. Byebye loves(: