Thursday, August 24, 2006
AHHHHH our new JV coach for tennis is such a bastarddd. I can't stand the guy, Cu.
He's so biased, and I thought he was getting a bitttt better these last two days. His attitude toward me, I mean.
But omfg today, less than 2 minutes after getting on the court, he's like (in front of everybody), "Jessica, your shoes aren't tennis shoes. You need tennis shoes." .....I'M WEARING PUMA RUNNING SHOES FOR FUCK'S SAKE. Running shoes, tennis shoes. Oh yeah, HUGE DIFFERENCE. So, even though in tennis, where your feet are used for running, I can't wear oh yes, RUNNING shoes?!
I know why he has such a problem. It's because my shoes were black. Yes you heard me, black. I forgot to mention, he also said some other girl's shoes weren't fit for tennis either. But that was just a little side thing, he was more focused on me. And you know what, the other girl's shoes are the same exact shoes as this other person on the team he likes, and he didnt say anything about the other person! The only difference between their shoes? One's black, and one's white.
Oh my fucking god I want to strangle him. He's making me use the F word.
But I can't. I have to work my ass off now to go along with whatever he says. Because he said in the beginning of the week that Monday we find out who makes it, and today's Thursday and we don't have practice tomorrow or the weekend, so today was my last chance to impress him. And I blew it I think because I couldn't not say anything anymore. The shoes thing was the last straw, I argued right back. If he's going to say something about me in front of everybody, I'll do the same. In front of everybody.
So now my dad's like, "Oh just call him tonight, say you've got a pair of Adidas shoes, and tell him that you'll wear it on Monday, and if he doesn't think its appropriate, just tell him you'll get a new pair." _ _#
I DON'T BLOODY WANT TOOOO. But I will. ><
But today was just really stupid. He even said, "You need tennis shoes! Do you want to make the team?" So, just because I have shoes he THINKS aren't fit, he's going to keep me off the team? AHHHHH die die dieeee.
And later he called Emily and a couple other people over, and the purpose? TO TALK ABOUT ME. Emily told me later that he said, "Oh, Jessica kept arguing with me. Her shoes are like ballet shoes." ....WTF, Puma shoes. Ballet shoes. Puma shoes. Ballet shoes. Is it just me, or do I not see a resemblence?
So later I purposely went over to him when he was alone. "Cu, what kind of shoes do YOU think I should buy?" He names off some Adidas shoe that I couldn't make out the name of because of his thick accent. So then I say, "Oh, what if I can't afford it?" and he spouts some stupid crap of his.
And he still thinks I suck. Which is also stupid, because just last year, he said, "Oh no problem! You're very good, you can get into varsity."
You know, in the sport of tennis, if you keep playing and practicing, how the hell is it possible to
lower your skills? Cu even said so, "The more balls you hit, the better you get." OKAY. So I hit a YEAR'S worth of balls, and he's going to tell me that I'm WORSE now? He's completely contradicting himself!
So he's demoting me and making me play against these people that don't play as well, and I beat them both 6-1 and if he keeps me off the team, I. WILL. HURT. HIM. I find the idea of beating him with tennis balls very appealing.
5:22 PM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
HU GE~~~~!
*heartmelts
*grins
And JamisonParker is the 1st American band that's gotten me this excited in a looong time, so here they are. :]
I'm not really into that guy on the right, but I think he's the singer. :DD Take note of the guy on the left though, I'll point him out in later pictures.
LOL that's him, no kidding.
And guess who it is on the left, you guessed it. The same guy I've been pointing out. (: And no surprise, he's my favorite. And go check out their song "Best Mistake". You won't regret it, promise.
Purely for the omg-dracooooooo factor. Look how nice he looks. (:
Purely for the amusement factor. And my secret love, Jack Sparrow. I really do love him. [;
3:36 PM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
I have figured out my pet peeve: when pinyin is spelled incorrectly.
And this isn't directed toward anyone in particular, hell, if I spelled pinyin wrong I'd get annoyed at myself. :D
But rawrrr.
It's ZHOU Jie Lun people, not CHOU Jie Lun. _ _# His English name may be spelled Jay CHOU, but that's just like, literally for the chinese impaired.
And it's ZHOU Yu Ming, not CHOU Yu Ming. Honestly! The people that dare ruin Zaizai's good name (and I know Zaizai should technically be written like Zai Zai, but I'm a bit lazy to do so. That and the fact that I think it looks better like Zaizai. Well, at least I know my own mistake :]).
4:56 PM
Monday, August 14, 2006
This whole thing of how long my dad's going to be gone's really sinking in now..miss him lots. T_T
Oh god I'm a mess. My nose is all stuffy from a reason you can figure out yourselves and aiya.
This is just very unpleasant I tell you. Unpleasantttt.
Hm, this whole sad thing might be related to watching Brokeback again. Stupid sad endings. I should vow off them.
And the summer reading stuff + Euro is getting me panicked, even though I know I'll finish eventually. Still.
Maybe I'm just afraid of hard work.
And this is just a very weird post in it's entirety.
8:05 AM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
OMG JET LAGGGG. ><
I will get those pictures from my trip. Eventually. :D
But first, picture of my new haircut. I still don't know if I like it or not so..
And did you notice? NO MORE BIG MOLE ON MY RIGHT CHEEK. BWAH HA HA!
11:13 AM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
AHHH~~ I'M BACK.
But I miss my daddy ): Ah well, get to see him in..a month and a half.
9:59 PM
Alrighttttt here we go. I'm The Jessica. 15, Asian-obssessed-chinese-girl, lameeee, clumsy, supposedly finds everything cute, loves loves loves green, sunflowers, tennis, uncolored hair, shopping, Zaizai, a certain snail of mine, beluga whales, my brother (sometimes), hates hates hates spiders and Da S, refuses to eat oranges with the peel not taken off, prefers to stay away from balloooons, hopes to grow taller, currently wants a yellow chick (the animal), has a phobia of things being wrapped around her neck (unless she herself did it) and how are you?
Lime green & tangerine.
And did you take your cough medicine today?
If you did, pat yourself on the back and watch me go. Byebye loves(: